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About Me Member Deviously Deviant BuffLilFemale/Czech Republic Recent Activity Deviant for 1 Year
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... the way that I love...

Wed Oct 28, 2009, 12:54 PM
YOU.
Look, I'm so confused about my feelings. Hey, I don't know, what's wrong with me, ha? Screw my feelings. Screw myself.
But... You know what? I don't know why exactly. Why I feel this way. Maybe it's just words which going through my mouth, maybe. But it could be me. My person, not just words.
I don't know. I don't know how I have to feel something. How to show it. How to hide it.
Well... I feel terrible distance from my brain. There is just my heart, and I don't want it. Seriously, I don't.
I'm confused, just full of mess in my head, I'm disappointed, and angry too. Yeah, it may be my anger what is talking out of me. I wish.
But you don't see that. You don't read it, and you never get to know. You will not here for me, if I will need a help from you. Never.
But I want it. I want You. I do. But I don't know if you wanna know. If you wanna find out that I feel something... something more.
It's pretty annoying, understand? So much and I have to going through this feelings. This fucking mess.
Yeah. So I ask once again - what's wrong with me? What's going on? What the hell? Is this right?
I don't think so. I just like you, you know? A lot.
And you don't see it. And I don't know if You want to see that. See what I feel. See what I can do.
There is just one point - your heart.
And yes, because of this I'm disappointed. Because I don't know what you think about. I don't know, what's that. But I want to know it. Really do.
Maybe, sometime I will get your answer.
Answer, which was whispered from my heart and buried in time.
And because of it I'm waiting. Waiting for something, what hasn't any mean for you.

  • Mood: Isolated
  • Listening to: Some songs which are not for your ears
  • Reading: Charles Boudelaire
  • Watching: 90210, Bones

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  • Current Residence: Czech Republic
  • Interests: photographing, dancing, listening to music, reading, drawing, graffiti, playing in Photoshop
  • Favourite movie: Cruel intentions, Shrek, Parfume: The story of murderer, American Pie I-III, Bad Boys II
  • Favourite band or musician: Linkin Park, Kings of Leon, Apocalyptica, Nine Inch Nails, Burn Season, Placebo, Staind
  • Favourite genre of music: rock, gothic, alternative, R'n'B, hiphop
  • Favourite artist: da Vinci, Michelangelo, Massaccio, Rubens and Rembrandt
  • Favourite poet or writer: Villon, Wilde, Boudelaire, Shakespeare, Christopher Marlowe, Giovanni Boccaccio, Euripides
  • Favourite photographer: Jan Saudek (czech)
  • Favourite style of art: Dark, graffiti, anime/manga, photo-maniac
  • MP3 player of choice: iPod
  • Shell of choice: body . head . mouth
  • Skin of choice: human . vampire . werewolf
  • Favourite game: school and life
  • Favourite cartoon character: Scooby-Doo, Snoopy, Buffy, Simpsons
  • Personal Quote: Carpe diem, Carpe noctem
  • Tools of the Trade: Photoshop CS3, Samsung S630, pencils, crayons, markers, water paints

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:iconmikechro:
Thank you for the :+fav:
:iconbufflil:
It was nothing :) You are welcome :)

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:iconoffering:
thanks for adding On The Road to your favourites.

'tis appreciated!

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:iconbufflil:
You are welcome. I like the way you show the road on your own. Great work, especially the look of the road. ;-) :heart:

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:icondaydreamer247:
thank u for teh fav means alot ^^_

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:iconbufflil:
Oh, that's nothing. You're welcome :hug:

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:iconbufflil:
It was nothing :) :heart:

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:icondorinpirvu:
Thanks a lot for the fav!

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:iconbufflil:
You're welcome. Love your art :hug:

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